Don't repeat chapters, the story will never change.

Going back is repeating a chapter. Why would you do that to yourself? You know nothing will change the situation so why bother? You know every line, you know how it begins and how it will end. Trust me it will end again. Its a never ending circle that eventually you are only bringing on yourself. You know he is just going to destroy everything you just built up. It's your life so show yourself some respect and walk away from it. It's over, it's done. Nothing will change that ending and you're only torturing yourself by repeating it. You have one life. You get to choose what you do with it and who gets to be a part of it. You plan on making a difference and the past will only bring you ten steps back. That chapter ended for a reason... accept it and make the best out of your life, don't let them take your future away too.